Twiztid-Kitten

So... my life... has gone a completely different way... Im no longer with Jason... after 5 years I came to realize I was in love with someone who didnt love me... so Im living in southern louisiana with my new love Jerry! Its a different world to me because I havent really lived this far or stayed this far from my hometown... but at the same time I feel that I wouldnt want to be anywhere else right now than here...We have a place to ourselves and I feel more at home here than I did in any house I have lived in... I dunno what it was about him... but call it crazy.. I dropped everything and followed my heart to where I am now... I am happy her

So.........I moved back with Jason to the town I grew up... Im starting college classes soon to better myself and am really going to buckle down now. I have just skated by til now and know my lucks gonna run out sooner or later. I want to see myself succeed and get to where I want to be in life which is just to be stable. I know I have all the stubborness and determination to drive me...but I also have the love and support of my friends and loved ones. It was hell living at the previous place but though I still dont have much space at jasons house to myself...I cherish the space I do have...I just know I have to persevere through this time in

Im updating a little about me...I moved from my home town to Longview and have been here since june. Its been hell most days but I will soon be stable... I have a roomate named Josh and we dont exactly get along...he's well lets just say mean but til the lease is out (or I have money saved up) im here... Im going to find a one bedroom by myself and my brother agreed to let me have his f150 to drive so I can actually go places. I have been more productive though... I started painting and have finished a few things... but im no where near where I want to be on getting my drawing back...I wrote a poem today in a few minutes which is why its not